I plan to get a kitten!
Have to find a place first..
But.... MINE!
So being an indoor kitty.
And..
Jeez, so tired.
Oh well..
Been kind of busy
But not really.
Also been a lazy bum.
Not much to say...
Other than ANTS SHOULD DIE!!!
Pooh..
But, I'm still happy for many reasons.
Gotta save up some more for the coming trip still.
Ciao! ♥♥
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Before I forget
No Escape
Is it that you seek forgiveness,
Even after I am dead, dead by your hand.
On that day, the Day of Lovers
Your sweet lies coating my heart into false bliss.
You hid your malice well, none would have suspected
For fear of losing, I became your burden.
Oh, how easily they took the lies to remain ignorant.
A murderer amongst them, mourning was but brief
None dwell well upon death, you fared far worse
Dreams marked with my blood, keeping sanity at bay.
The hounds of hell seek your soul, but to keep alive
You seek forgiveness, no mercy will come.
Joined in eternal pain, that day, that dreadful day
Destined to be repeated forever, no escape...
Do you enjoy your fear? Every day you will lose what you wanted most, gain it back at dawn..
My treacherous lover, take pleasure in punishment.
- - - - - - - - - - - - -
Jealous Hearts
Oh, the constant bantering
Bringing about a pretty glow
Behind the whispers lie jealous hearts
What fake smiles, hidden insults with compliments
But they are sweetly oblivious to such Hippocrates
Evil is buried deepest in the fake-st beauty
The girls flaunt past, all seeking his attention yet,
None receive such luck, but the malicious one
Her desire breaking apart the sweet love, and,
Making him Her toy.
The rumors she whispers into his ear work against truth
Drawing closer, the girl but wonder what is being told
Too late is she, the lies have damaged her from him
Sickening flirts by such greedy demons received with warmth
The damaged lover can but watch as the She-Devil takes away her new toy
Rain doesn't hide what everyone already knows
Fate has picked its victim for the day,
Tomorrow starts anew, minus one, life continues without
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Quick, call the ambulance
I've given you a scare.
It's too much to bare.
You wish me gone,
In my place she will stand.
Pushing away my mundane,
and greeting the sunny day.
- - - - - - - - - - - - -
I'm sorry for all the wrong,
I was right all along.
Can't live without you,
Need you right beside me.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
You've seen my worst flaws,
But you still loved me through it all.
With you gone,
How can I move on?
Bleak days, Empty nights
I miss you more than ever.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Illusion of Reality
When will you realize what I really am?
A Disease you cannot escape.
When will you see that I am not what you want?
A Dark angel lingering by your bed.
When will you figure out what I can do?
Toxic from the first look, addictive by the second.
Open up to reality; I am your death with an illusion of beauty.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Crack open the bottle, celebration is now
For they have slain the brutal mad woman!
Let us rejoice that she will no longer bring broken hearts
For they have torn the ice-frozen heart to bits!
Dance in confetti with obnoxious laughter
As they dig out the still screaming eyes and burn them!
Let it sink in who the real mad persons are,
Still for rejoicing?
Who is who?
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Let your brain work and give you the true answer you seek out.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Horrible, Horrible Girl
I am the Hidden Sadist that will not be missed
Take my illusions and quickly defuse them
You will survive me if you hide
I am your worst nightmare you wished never feared
Take the catastrophic whirlwinds and unwind them
You will die unless you take the pain and cry it out
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Unspoken
My one regret is that I failed to warn you,
Of the tragedies I am capable of...
Marked upon being conceived, thrown so many may
More until the night tastes of the rust-colored liquid...
Moonlight shows everything the Sunlight likes to hide to ensure your false security...
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Cursed with Tainted Love
The dying disaster you dread the most
But tonight, I will die by your hands
Let go and show the pain I have caused
In the end you will get your revenge
Do not listen to the twisted words from these tainted lips
Spare yourself the grief of handing over your heart
Run away and spread the word of the foul charm
Let no one else fall to the Disgraceful Disaster anymore
You may be the Savior, but you are still my victim
Never will you forget the wounds I dealt, even after Death
Tormented forever and after with the Deceitful Disaster's love
Escape? There is none...
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Taking off with thrill, the world melting together as you ride
Readying yourself for air, wings take form as you leave the ground
Adrenaline rushing through, wind whipping you as you soar-Oh so high!
Gravity tugging for your return, the slow descent taking the wings back
Spinning into the rough cement hands, you land quickly yet gracefully
The world becomes clear once again as your accomplishment ends.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Take but a look at the long lost Garden
Roaming, are these that have returned to Nature
Flashing shamed eyes with the bareness of body
Lounging in unmolested harmony with neighbors of Eden
Harmless banter is played out before the Invaders
Stunned by the beauty and peace that thrives
"Wait," said one, "We must be in our graves, for this to greet us!"
"No," said the other, "This is Paradise. One we have tainted with our unwelcome presence. Be quick! So they will not send us elsewhere and flee."
The Invaders retreated; as the Eden remained undisturbed from henceforth
Those who invaded became the Guardians of the Garden
Forevermore to keep the tranquility.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Give in or be taken
Oh so tempting!
That undisturbed innocence, so delicious!
The addictive tainted hunger roars to be fed
Such soft curls tease this unsatisfied desire
Kindness turns to roughness as instinct takes over
Soon screams and pleas come for sweet mercy
Unable to resist, hunger devours the last purity
Oh so sweet!
Fallen into the clutches of One of Seven,
No punishment can ever save our victims
As a Whole, there are no equals
But one name can capture they essence - Sin
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Marked by All
It is said that everyone in our life leaves their mark upon our hearts,
But no mark will ever be as beautiful and gracious as that of a True Love
Holding in their hands your delicate fluttering heart,
Caressing and soothing it as it sputters to its inevitable end.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Avert your eyes and save yourself from her death-filled gaze,
Speak not a word or you will not live past mid-speech
This serpent's heart is as cruel as her laughter that sends your blood cold,
Do not invoke her attention for she can quickly woo you then crush you--making you wish she would give mercy and murder you
None ever survive her long enough to get a glimpse behind the cruelty
... All lay in frozen awe upon the Goddess of Deceit...
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Impending Doom
Gloomy and ghoulish
The night comes alive
Rustling and wailing
The night-crawlers fly
Moonlight and starlight
The night-beings assemble
Chanting and singing
The night call for the deities
Moaning and groaning
The Night Deities arrive
The world falls silent,
knowing impending doom is close by
For at last, They have Her
The Night Goddess
Let the slaughter begin
.....
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Open Yourself
Open your eyes and tell me what you see
Do you see the love inside of me?
Open your heart and tell me how you feel
Do you feel my heart beating right next to yours?
Open your soul and tell me why you love me
Do you know why you feel the way you do?
Watch the scene as two become one entity
Painting a picture of what love really is
Forever shall we be...
Only you and me.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Lullaby
I'll sing you a lullaby
Tell me what you want to hear
I'll whisper it all in your ear
I'll sing you a lullaby
Rocking you as you sleep
You'll be mine to keep
I'll sing you a lullaby
Let your mind fill with dreams
As night comes to be
I'll sing you a lullaby
As I wish upon a star
Wishing you didn't live so far
This is my lullaby for you
I'll sing it until you don't notice
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Dream and let go
Close your eyes and let your
heart sway to the beat
of this lullaby
Let the words wrap around
you like a blanket
as your mind fills with sweet dreams
Feel the warmth of the meaning
as you slip further into the
dream world
Dream of the night sky
Dream of the thing you want the most
Just dream away everything
And let yourself go
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Beautiful Disaster,
In my wake; all tremble in awe and fear
Those I love feel the worst of the wrath,
In hate those receive nothing but brutal death
None will ever go without my gracious chaos
Nor without the desired consequences of it all.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Passing Time
Let the bells ring as the new time comes
Soon we'll be together forever as the past fades
Lying under the stars and making more memories
Summer is only so far away until we can be
Life is the best when you are with those you love
Through the up's and down's you have been there for me
The love grows with each passing day
My words coat you like the softest blanket
My lines touch you like the gentlest kiss
My love warms you like the bright sunlight
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Forever Love
Life contains so many choices,
so many pathways
By picking what I have,
I got you... The best thing
Life could ever give
If you don't think so
I won't try to change
your mind,
Only hope one day you
will realize how I feel
is not wasted on you
So many words to
pick from but none
can accurately describe
what you meant to me nor
how I see you
- - - - - - - - - - - -
The New Butterflies
A whisper of the future falls upon eager ears. The heart strongly believes while the minds processes the new future. The chance is fairly slim that it can happen soon. But isn't that why they call it the future? The mind tries to keep the heart happy, so thus it doesn't say how there's a chance that this new future may take longer than wanted. All the heart cares for is to be with its other half. Just imagining that makes the heart dance wildly with glee.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
True Love
Love shines through no matter the problem. It is the one thing that will keep a person going. The desire to give up may be strong, but love will always be stronger.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Testing Fates
Distance, always a reminder of the love unable to be shared physically just yet.
But its love nonetheless. Fate is merely testing the truth of their love. There is no doubt that they shall pass with flying colors. When life finally grants them to meet, the world will truly be blessed with passionate lovers. Fate will be blessed with having created such a loving and strong bond between two strangers whom had horrid outlooks on life. This is true love.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Her Sole Inspiration
He is her inspiration, the only one that makes her wish to do better rather than run away and hide in her failure. Even though he may doubt himself as anything but horrible, he isn't to her. He is the one that makes her wish to form words endlessly about how she feels. Her spoken words are harder to say. But she tries to tell him, the only one she wants or trusts to let get so close after years of still mistrusting all whom entered her life. She will always trust him and him alone.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Please!
I'm begging for release
It's killing me,
This tragedy.
Please give me sweet mercy!
Just kill me, kill me...
- - - - - - - - - - - -
So tragic,
So let's make it magic!
So magic,
So let's make it tragic!
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Please, just spare me This.
I cannot handle it All again.
Break it, burn it.
But never regret it.
I am Whole when I am Broken.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Dream of me if you dare,
But I will give you a nightmare.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Beauty is Tragedy
Tragedy is Beauty.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Beauty, Beauty--can't you see?
No one's as perfect as you in Mother Nature.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Caring hurts too much,
So I won't.
Our endless pain,
Forgive me...
... and my sad tendencies.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
These tears are nothing compared--
To these scars I bare.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Valentine
Look upon each day with an
open mind; everything holds a
reason for its happening
Look upon yourself from others
perspectives; not everyone harbors
bad thoughts of you
Open up and accept that
you are loved; I am one of
those that do love you exactly
as you are.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Well, that's all I could find really..
Through many moves and having lost some data...
These are what remain.
Ciao!
Is it that you seek forgiveness,
Even after I am dead, dead by your hand.
On that day, the Day of Lovers
Your sweet lies coating my heart into false bliss.
You hid your malice well, none would have suspected
For fear of losing, I became your burden.
Oh, how easily they took the lies to remain ignorant.
A murderer amongst them, mourning was but brief
None dwell well upon death, you fared far worse
Dreams marked with my blood, keeping sanity at bay.
The hounds of hell seek your soul, but to keep alive
You seek forgiveness, no mercy will come.
Joined in eternal pain, that day, that dreadful day
Destined to be repeated forever, no escape...
Do you enjoy your fear? Every day you will lose what you wanted most, gain it back at dawn..
My treacherous lover, take pleasure in punishment.
- - - - - - - - - - - - -
Jealous Hearts
Oh, the constant bantering
Bringing about a pretty glow
Behind the whispers lie jealous hearts
What fake smiles, hidden insults with compliments
But they are sweetly oblivious to such Hippocrates
Evil is buried deepest in the fake-st beauty
The girls flaunt past, all seeking his attention yet,
None receive such luck, but the malicious one
Her desire breaking apart the sweet love, and,
Making him Her toy.
The rumors she whispers into his ear work against truth
Drawing closer, the girl but wonder what is being told
Too late is she, the lies have damaged her from him
Sickening flirts by such greedy demons received with warmth
The damaged lover can but watch as the She-Devil takes away her new toy
Rain doesn't hide what everyone already knows
Fate has picked its victim for the day,
Tomorrow starts anew, minus one, life continues without
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Quick, call the ambulance
I've given you a scare.
It's too much to bare.
You wish me gone,
In my place she will stand.
Pushing away my mundane,
and greeting the sunny day.
- - - - - - - - - - - - -
I'm sorry for all the wrong,
I was right all along.
Can't live without you,
Need you right beside me.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
You've seen my worst flaws,
But you still loved me through it all.
With you gone,
How can I move on?
Bleak days, Empty nights
I miss you more than ever.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Illusion of Reality
When will you realize what I really am?
A Disease you cannot escape.
When will you see that I am not what you want?
A Dark angel lingering by your bed.
When will you figure out what I can do?
Toxic from the first look, addictive by the second.
Open up to reality; I am your death with an illusion of beauty.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Crack open the bottle, celebration is now
For they have slain the brutal mad woman!
Let us rejoice that she will no longer bring broken hearts
For they have torn the ice-frozen heart to bits!
Dance in confetti with obnoxious laughter
As they dig out the still screaming eyes and burn them!
Let it sink in who the real mad persons are,
Still for rejoicing?
Who is who?
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Let your brain work and give you the true answer you seek out.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Horrible, Horrible Girl
I am the Hidden Sadist that will not be missed
Take my illusions and quickly defuse them
You will survive me if you hide
I am your worst nightmare you wished never feared
Take the catastrophic whirlwinds and unwind them
You will die unless you take the pain and cry it out
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Unspoken
My one regret is that I failed to warn you,
Of the tragedies I am capable of...
Marked upon being conceived, thrown so many may
More until the night tastes of the rust-colored liquid...
Moonlight shows everything the Sunlight likes to hide to ensure your false security...
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Cursed with Tainted Love
The dying disaster you dread the most
But tonight, I will die by your hands
Let go and show the pain I have caused
In the end you will get your revenge
Do not listen to the twisted words from these tainted lips
Spare yourself the grief of handing over your heart
Run away and spread the word of the foul charm
Let no one else fall to the Disgraceful Disaster anymore
You may be the Savior, but you are still my victim
Never will you forget the wounds I dealt, even after Death
Tormented forever and after with the Deceitful Disaster's love
Escape? There is none...
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Taking off with thrill, the world melting together as you ride
Readying yourself for air, wings take form as you leave the ground
Adrenaline rushing through, wind whipping you as you soar-Oh so high!
Gravity tugging for your return, the slow descent taking the wings back
Spinning into the rough cement hands, you land quickly yet gracefully
The world becomes clear once again as your accomplishment ends.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Take but a look at the long lost Garden
Roaming, are these that have returned to Nature
Flashing shamed eyes with the bareness of body
Lounging in unmolested harmony with neighbors of Eden
Harmless banter is played out before the Invaders
Stunned by the beauty and peace that thrives
"Wait," said one, "We must be in our graves, for this to greet us!"
"No," said the other, "This is Paradise. One we have tainted with our unwelcome presence. Be quick! So they will not send us elsewhere and flee."
The Invaders retreated; as the Eden remained undisturbed from henceforth
Those who invaded became the Guardians of the Garden
Forevermore to keep the tranquility.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Give in or be taken
Oh so tempting!
That undisturbed innocence, so delicious!
The addictive tainted hunger roars to be fed
Such soft curls tease this unsatisfied desire
Kindness turns to roughness as instinct takes over
Soon screams and pleas come for sweet mercy
Unable to resist, hunger devours the last purity
Oh so sweet!
Fallen into the clutches of One of Seven,
No punishment can ever save our victims
As a Whole, there are no equals
But one name can capture they essence - Sin
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Marked by All
It is said that everyone in our life leaves their mark upon our hearts,
But no mark will ever be as beautiful and gracious as that of a True Love
Holding in their hands your delicate fluttering heart,
Caressing and soothing it as it sputters to its inevitable end.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Avert your eyes and save yourself from her death-filled gaze,
Speak not a word or you will not live past mid-speech
This serpent's heart is as cruel as her laughter that sends your blood cold,
Do not invoke her attention for she can quickly woo you then crush you--making you wish she would give mercy and murder you
None ever survive her long enough to get a glimpse behind the cruelty
... All lay in frozen awe upon the Goddess of Deceit...
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Impending Doom
Gloomy and ghoulish
The night comes alive
Rustling and wailing
The night-crawlers fly
Moonlight and starlight
The night-beings assemble
Chanting and singing
The night call for the deities
Moaning and groaning
The Night Deities arrive
The world falls silent,
knowing impending doom is close by
For at last, They have Her
The Night Goddess
Let the slaughter begin
.....
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Open Yourself
Open your eyes and tell me what you see
Do you see the love inside of me?
Open your heart and tell me how you feel
Do you feel my heart beating right next to yours?
Open your soul and tell me why you love me
Do you know why you feel the way you do?
Watch the scene as two become one entity
Painting a picture of what love really is
Forever shall we be...
Only you and me.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Lullaby
I'll sing you a lullaby
Tell me what you want to hear
I'll whisper it all in your ear
I'll sing you a lullaby
Rocking you as you sleep
You'll be mine to keep
I'll sing you a lullaby
Let your mind fill with dreams
As night comes to be
I'll sing you a lullaby
As I wish upon a star
Wishing you didn't live so far
This is my lullaby for you
I'll sing it until you don't notice
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Dream and let go
Close your eyes and let your
heart sway to the beat
of this lullaby
Let the words wrap around
you like a blanket
as your mind fills with sweet dreams
Feel the warmth of the meaning
as you slip further into the
dream world
Dream of the night sky
Dream of the thing you want the most
Just dream away everything
And let yourself go
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Beautiful Disaster,
In my wake; all tremble in awe and fear
Those I love feel the worst of the wrath,
In hate those receive nothing but brutal death
None will ever go without my gracious chaos
Nor without the desired consequences of it all.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Passing Time
Let the bells ring as the new time comes
Soon we'll be together forever as the past fades
Lying under the stars and making more memories
Summer is only so far away until we can be
Life is the best when you are with those you love
Through the up's and down's you have been there for me
The love grows with each passing day
My words coat you like the softest blanket
My lines touch you like the gentlest kiss
My love warms you like the bright sunlight
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Forever Love
Life contains so many choices,
so many pathways
By picking what I have,
I got you... The best thing
Life could ever give
If you don't think so
I won't try to change
your mind,
Only hope one day you
will realize how I feel
is not wasted on you
So many words to
pick from but none
can accurately describe
what you meant to me nor
how I see you
- - - - - - - - - - - -
The New Butterflies
A whisper of the future falls upon eager ears. The heart strongly believes while the minds processes the new future. The chance is fairly slim that it can happen soon. But isn't that why they call it the future? The mind tries to keep the heart happy, so thus it doesn't say how there's a chance that this new future may take longer than wanted. All the heart cares for is to be with its other half. Just imagining that makes the heart dance wildly with glee.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
True Love
Love shines through no matter the problem. It is the one thing that will keep a person going. The desire to give up may be strong, but love will always be stronger.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Testing Fates
Distance, always a reminder of the love unable to be shared physically just yet.
But its love nonetheless. Fate is merely testing the truth of their love. There is no doubt that they shall pass with flying colors. When life finally grants them to meet, the world will truly be blessed with passionate lovers. Fate will be blessed with having created such a loving and strong bond between two strangers whom had horrid outlooks on life. This is true love.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Her Sole Inspiration
He is her inspiration, the only one that makes her wish to do better rather than run away and hide in her failure. Even though he may doubt himself as anything but horrible, he isn't to her. He is the one that makes her wish to form words endlessly about how she feels. Her spoken words are harder to say. But she tries to tell him, the only one she wants or trusts to let get so close after years of still mistrusting all whom entered her life. She will always trust him and him alone.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Please!
I'm begging for release
It's killing me,
This tragedy.
Please give me sweet mercy!
Just kill me, kill me...
- - - - - - - - - - - -
So tragic,
So let's make it magic!
So magic,
So let's make it tragic!
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Please, just spare me This.
I cannot handle it All again.
Break it, burn it.
But never regret it.
I am Whole when I am Broken.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Dream of me if you dare,
But I will give you a nightmare.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Beauty is Tragedy
Tragedy is Beauty.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Beauty, Beauty--can't you see?
No one's as perfect as you in Mother Nature.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Caring hurts too much,
So I won't.
Our endless pain,
Forgive me...
... and my sad tendencies.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
These tears are nothing compared--
To these scars I bare.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Valentine
Look upon each day with an
open mind; everything holds a
reason for its happening
Look upon yourself from others
perspectives; not everyone harbors
bad thoughts of you
Open up and accept that
you are loved; I am one of
those that do love you exactly
as you are.
- - - - - - - - - - - -
Well, that's all I could find really..
Through many moves and having lost some data...
These are what remain.
Ciao!
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