Okay!

So...

It's been a while.

I've decided I'm going to start saving a bit of random stuff here.

These words are tiring,
Dancing a never-ending tale.
Of things no one ever understands,
With hidden secrets in well-placed lies.
Smiles with fake sincerity,
As the past, present, and future burn with unforgotten pain.


But not too much is happening.

So, I'm going to see him in January instead of December.

We used a really stupid site that kept glitching,

The kitten is super weird but she lives up to her weird name anyways.

Sadly, all the animals don't get along.

Still in a book frenzy though.

Hence why I don't get on a lot anymore.

Not sure what's going on for Christmas or what to ask for anymore.

I've come to the conclusion that I can have all the money in the world and still not want anything really.

Honestly.. there's not much I care to own.

It really feels strange.

A small part of me is still expecting my brother to just be on a trip and coming back.

Though I know full well that that is just wishful thinking.

For the most part, I just ignore the topic all together and really.. I avoid having to go to his grave.

In a way, it is denial, but I've enough sense to keep to the truth.

Oh well..

I'm off to lose some brain cells!

Ciao~